The Duchess Dispatch
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So today we pass another milestone. One that, for weeks, filled me with dread and a little self-denial. Forty.
Shouldn’t I have achieved more by now? Shouldn’t I have ticked off the goals, the big dreams, the things people I look up to already have? Cue: comparison, doom spiral, self-loathing. Lovely birthday vibes.
Somewhere between the WhatsApp pings, the empty snack wrappers, and the relentless chase for “balance’ . . . I lost my spark.
Not in a dramatic, scream-into-a-pillow kind of way. Just slowly. Quietly. Little by little.
Between keeping the plates spinning, the lunch boxes full, and the inbox from exploding, something in me dimmed.
Ever wish you could freeze those beautiful, everyday moments? As a mum of four, I know that life can feel like a whirlwind, but it’s filled with countless moments of beauty. Whether it’s the soft morning light streaming through the windows or my kids playing in the garden, these fleeting moments are the ones we cherish the most.
Inspired by Maya Angelou’s legacy, "In the Moment" is my personal letter sharing the joyous simplicities that form our lives. It's a reflection of my journey towards living more in the present, a testament to the beauty that surrounds us if only we take the time to look and truly see. From the laughter-filled play of children to the serene dance of nature, every moment holds a treasure trove of serenity and joy, if only we're present to uncover it.
It is Sunday afternoon.
The house is quiet in that particular way that isn't peaceful - just empty of anything worth doing. You've scrolled through your phone twice. Made tea. Abandoned the tea. Looked out of the window at the garden and thought vaguely about going outside, then didn't.